needed a place to spew out my thoughts.

what i have learned so far in the year 2012

i realized that im not super confident like i thought i was. i found that im pretty insecure
i’m ridiculously terrible at portraying how i feel, especially when it comes to appreciation/gratitude/love/etc.
im also ridiculously bad at saying/showing whats on my mind.
i love yoga
i need to start taking care of my aging body…..sigh-_-
finding a good job is not easy
i’m not very good at saying no or saying i dont want to do something to someone
although we never show/say it, my family members always think about each other and love each other sooo much
the more i love someone, the less affectionate i am towards them (ex: family)
i really like speaking spanish
no matter how much i miss someone, i wont show/say it
im going to be super lonely when i go to austin
i really hate how yoga places have carpet because it stinks
i like sleeping without pillows
spa castle is not as great as a i thought it would be
i love playing vball
it is somewhat possible for me to live without my straightener…..somewhat
i am starting to eat less o.o
i would rather have someone simply hang out with me than buy me stuff or take me to fancy places.
i.am.so.awkward.
i take things really seriously
i became more of an introvert
i dont like people touching me.
when it comes to working, being short has a lot of downfalls
i will never learn roads…hence, i will always need a GPS